I ain’t been talking to nobody. 

Starting to feel like a nobody. 

Not even sure that I like it here. 

Not even moved by my old fears 

Not even feelin it. 

So sick of wishin it was different 

So sick of wishin it was over. 

Ain’t been working out, 

Ain’t been sober 

I was supposed to stop smokin’ 

I can’t stop smokin’ now 

The habit prevails 

I took off my veil and can’t get over 

The truth 

The trauma 

I know I’m the drama. 

I’m the one said I wanted to heal 

To feel 

But still 

Can I be real?